Wednesday, September 23, 2009

La La La~

Holiday holiday~ Already started 4 days, and I'm SOooOOO enjoying it~~ XD

Talking to an old friend here, he used to be someone special for me. But now he is someone's someone special. *sigh* that's how fast time flies, I still remember last year's March I was together with him, but it only lasted for one month cause there are a lot of misunderstanding in between, so we broke up. But I'm glad we are still good friends. =)

Anyway, back to Miri and finally I can take a BREAK from all the hustles! *phewww* Going to recharge for this 2 weeks and after 4 October, I'm gonna boost my energy to the max for my last semester in TARC. Time flies, isn't it? Seems like I just entered advanced diploma yesterday, but with a blink of an eye, I'm going to graduate from Advanced Diploma soon. @.@ I will miss all my college friends a lot, my housemates that stayed with me for 2 years plus.. *nose red red* *sniff sniff*

I guess that's a part of life, people meet each other, people go apart, people stay back, people move on.. *sighhhh* However, have to appreciate the time being with my friends in college and also time being with my family. I love you all.

Daddy, Mommy, I love you~~

P/S: dinner gathering, tata~

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

many things were left unsaid..

How many times do we have to leave the problems unsolved?
How many times do we have to argue over the same things again?
How many times do I need to act like nothing happen even though I know the problems never been settled?
How many times do I have to listen that all is about you?

I don't know how long can I endure this some more... I've tried to be ignorance when things aren't going too well... I've tried not to be over-reacted with small issues...
I've tried to act like nothing happen the day after we have arguments... But how many times do I have to act ignorance like this??

I'm tired, physically and mentally.. Many things were left unsaid, in the end of the day, everything are just a mess, nothing was cleared. I'm really exhausted. But maybe you just don't feel the same way I do.. Because you, might or sort of, are a self-centered guy..